Omg.
This feels so fucking weird.
I swear I've never felt like this before.
lol




I hate the kinda fears one gets, when you fall in love.
I still remember how they feel like.
You fear you love someone so much, that you cant stand getting hurt.
You fear you love someone so much, that you cant stand seeing her with someone else.
You fear you love someone so much, that you cant stand not seeing her.
You fear you love someone so much, that you cant stand her not loving you as much.
You fear you love someone so much, that you cant stand loving anymore.





I realised both of us don't have the guts to fall in love anymore.
Well, not whole-heartedly. Pretty sick and tired of lies..





And unfortunately, Whole-Heartedly is what I'm looking for.









She told me to Put a stop to it.