i was so so so disappointed when he told me about it.

when i talked to her, she was super nonchalant too.

i think she's in a really bad mood today... indifferent to everything and everybody, esp my papa.



the disappointment must have been so great, i was in excruciating pain for the whole afternoon.
it really hurt so much i teared and i had to roll my tee, then bite it.
fuck, i never ever wanna have that feeling ever again.

I wonder how the diarrhoea came abt........