I really missed school.
As in, I didnt go to school!
Gosh, it's only the first day of this semester.......
But i was really really freaking tired......~~~


Kinda mentally and physically tired.
Work is getting to me, again.
Same for other stuffs.
I feel like i'm pressured by everyone around me.
All of them want something from me.
Then there are some who are trying to barge into my life, my social circle, my comfort zone, trying to chisel in my mind.
Some are trying to make me do things for them, tell them secrets and pass on messages.

Taxing.


There is always a limit to everything.
Just like my patience.
The truth cannot be hidden eternally.
My patience cannot last endlessly.
It sucks when you find out secrets accidentally, compared to seeking the truth yourselves.
Truth is, I'll never run out of curiosity.
But I've learned, what to ask and what not to. Timing is vital and Target is critical.
Observation may suffice. However, beware not to jump to conclusions.

There may come a day the search stops.
That day marks my arrival at the top.


I met up with Marilyn the other day and had a chat
Just abt the past and mostly abt her present.
She jolly well knows that she is a spoilt girl.
So many ppl ard her has, and loves to spoil her!
It's pretty amazing why this happens.
She was quite popular in school.
Not because she is pretty. In fact not many ppl say she is pretty at first sight.
But when they got to know her, they realised she is beautiful, from the inside.
I thought so too and she knew that.
Although she is beautiful, she is not perfect.
People are never perfect.
Life is never perfect.

Just like how ppl repay your kindness and truthfulness with dishonesty, lies, revenge, hate, anger, annoyance and ingratitude.
How nice.

When you expect others to...
- treat you nicely, you should do the same to them
- help you, you should do the same to them
- adore and spoil you, you should do the same to them
- be loyal and sincere, you should do the same to them

But most of them don't receiprocate.

How sad.







I have a bit of attitude problem.

Can you tell?