i envy them so much.
but what's the point?
maybe i lost to myself...
failed to learn those skills fast enough..


i've thought of what to say already.
the important things that happened, and are gg to happen.
the plans that have changed, and the upcoming plans that are gg to change.
i hate to be cruel, but i have to change that plan.
because I realised i cannot do it...


and, i finally found my pistachio.



i can proudly shout and scream at the top of my lungs, to the whole wide world that i love her.
but no one will hear me



i am not gg to take anyone for granted anymore.
i wish to extend my love and wishes to you guys out there...
the people whom i love and love me.
there to support me, build my faith and encourage me to stand up whenever i fall.

Thank You.