omfg.

another nightmare

and this is a living nightmare.


it was a horrible night

Zouk was fucking crowded and never in my life have I felt so much like one of the sardines in a can

i shall not party there unless it's an ALL GIRLS party. u know what i mean yeah. i had so much fun last nov =>
and i know who to call for such parties coz she's supposed to be fucking hot. luckily she doesnt read this

however the company i had last night was great! farney ppl, over-high, drinkers etc. LOL @ meiqi


didnt sleep well. coz i was not used to it.
my arms are not supposed to be empty!!
anyhow, i remembered last year.
when the same thing happened, but this time abc...

12th August 2006
upset
called up dear friends. mind was in a huge mess.
impulse to buy the phone ive been eyeing.
which is the one i'm still holding.
i was desperate for sth new, to pay attention to.

December 2007
again, devastated.
i have a phone im eyeing too
but im broke this time. ha...
there's a saying, once bitten twice shy.
i must be blinded by love
but i dun care
i know the truth - no matter what, it always takes 2 hands to clap
soft hearts are hurt easily. fragile!!
only the ultimate truth will recover my sight...


i'm still happy though!
coz it's difficult to find a true friend.
and coz of that, i find it hard to trust anyone now

and also coz i know i still love you
even if you don't anymore..

thought i'll have an early holiday.
cancel the whole holiday ...?
bleh


i need good sleep, a good and sincere hug, lovely kisses and some lovin' me
can i wish for mind-reading ability!?