I'm losing my pace
I fell from grace
Clouds of unrest gloomed the day
Feckless struggles and a vapid spirit
My ghost saw its paradise set aflame

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I wondered if that was a lie.....
Well, either answer is as heartbreaking.

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I kept thinking there may be 'maybes'
You know, it's human nature to harbor some kinda wishful thinking.
I admit I am sometimes a wishful thinker!
They say it's also called Optimism.
Unfortunately castles will never be built in the sky....
What I've shared, was not what the others would share with me.
Are they selfish or am I silly?

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That 1st paragraph took me like 10mins to 'condense'. You are not allowed to comment, I will improve on it ok. Haha.

It's really a tiring day. Work was extra tedious and my back almost killed me just now. But double banking and supper was fun as usual. Super full to sleep now. I shall go jogging again later.

Things change. People change.
I'd kill myself for saying this, in the past.
But now, I realised I will never be able to leave him alone.
No matter how bad things are, how 'worse' situations can get.
I will stand by you!
Like how you were there for me.
I promise.

I think...




I shall call it a day



-As much as I love you, I'd love some love too-