Mixed negative feelings.

I dun like to talk when I'm unhappy.
Is it wrong to feel unhappy?
If it's not, it's also not wrong not to feel like talking right?

Sigh. W*****.



It was such a sad and disappointing incident. Seriously I didnt quite expect that to happen.



There are 3 main characters in this story - My Friend, EG and NG.

My Friend used to be tog with EG. Over that few months there were some misunderstandings, quarrels, break up... However they patched.
The latest misunderstanding was quite a huge one, involving a number of ppl. They had a talk over it, and NG, supposedly the mediator, was there to, you know, oversee the process.

However the mediator expectedly unexpectedly became the Inquisitor. That is, NG was supposed to oversee the negotiation process ONLY, but ended up making decisions for My Friend and EG (which I thought NG should have jus fucked off and MYOB). The bad news is, NG is biased. Standing on EG's side. Why??? Coz NG likes EG!
And with NG's "help", the negotiation ended with My Friend hanging in the air (hung by the neck, FYI). NG and EG went home tog happily.

That was a really really really ill prophetic sign.

Days passed. There was no contact btw EG and My Friend. My Friend obviously cried the sunken heart out. More or less, My Friend knew that meant a break up. The whole incident happened less than 4 weeks ago.
Just days before, My Friend found out EG and NG got together!

WOW~~

Because the story is long and complicated, you might not understand why I'm gg to say this.. But well...
"F***ING BITCH!!!"
That's prolly the 1st 1st 1st reaction I'll have if I were in My Friend's shoes. True enough, My Friend had the same reaction! Ha~

Tis' the HeartBreak Season

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She told me she hate changes.

If the changes were negative for his/her own stand, who would love it?

Then again, if the changes were positive - say she changed to a more loving and understanding person - would you still say the same thing, still hate changes?

No way!

The thing is, it's all abt your own perception of things happening ard you. Everyone is changing, almost everyday. Even you yourself. If you don't believe it, you can ask the ones who know you the best. You may not accept the truth, but it IS the bloody truth!

If the fact cannot be changed, change your perception of the fact, or how the fact mean to you.

Be patient ok...

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Backdated : Nov 6th

I'm in such a bad mood. OB revision is really really bad. I've been watching tv too. Sucks!!!

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He forgot the promise totally. I was seriously pissed. When he apologised, I didn't bother at all. Anyway he doesn't care 'bout it. If it were someone else, I wouldn't be so pissed, and I would say "it's ok, small matter". He's the only one I'll have the guts to ignore and criticize. Maybe coz he's the closest one...

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I came up with holiday resolutions. Not like just after exams. I started planning them before the exams.. Here are the top 10!

1. Learn Driving, book for TP.
2. Exercise!!!
3. Become slim & fit (LOL @ myself)
4. Take up ad hoc jobs, gotta be profitable.
5. Read read read!
6. Help my papa with his work.
7. Clear and clean out wardrobes! Sell the profitable stuffs...
8. Fix some jigsaw puzzle, watch videos.
9. Catch up with old friends...
10. Try my best to accomplish my resolutions. Haha~

Gosh. I'm so useless! Those are supposed to be normal, daily activities.....!
-ashamed-


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I wasn't that happy the other day. But buds are always there..
Like this crazy one.
LOL @ Kerr



I got a fucking shock when I first saw it. Dots.
It's her Halloween make up for party I guess.
WAHAHAHA

Go! Taiwanese!