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Because I dun haf a theme to write on.

Nov 1st was a disaster for me.

I forgot why, but I think it was due to work or was it sth else... Seriously can't remember. But it's just not a good start to this new month for me.

But past couple days was ok I guess... Gosh. Cant remember much again!!!! It's either my SSTM tt's causing all these plus my migraine, or vice versa. Nvm.....

All I can remember was, going to Zouk with Ashley, Christine & Summer. Yeah, it was kinda fun with the girls. But those fucking deperados have to spoil the night! Ewwwwwww. Guys nowadays. *roll eyes*

Luckily work was at 11am the nxt day. Still got that few hours to sleep. Not that bad yeah. Looking forward to Get Wasted Nights with kerrrrrr. *Long time no see!!* And, to me, it's like a "Singles-hang-out-cum-get-wasted-and-have-a-lot-of-fun-drinking-session". Yeah you see those highlighted words? Those are the impt ones - Singles get wasted drinking night . Ahahahahha


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Just now I was doing some chatting, then suddenly got emo coz I saw this friend's nick. I realised, yeah, that's true!! I gotta do that as well!

The nick was about, having to learn how to love myself back.

It just dawned on me.

Perhaps I love somebody too much, there's so much hurt to a point, it doesnt hurt anymore. There's just more and more and more and more feelings and committment put into it.



Argh!



I gotta learn how to love myself back.


But firstly, I gotta learn to love you lesser....


If you don't love me.