He left us this morning.
My papa came home at about 8am and told us about it.
Though I was already mentally prepared for it, the fact was totally hell for me.
But I didnt have any regrets coz I went to visit him yesterday.
The feeling was so so so awful.
Well, at least I got to see him for the last time..
I couldnt bear to touch him before I left, lest his brittle and brawny body feels pain.
But I knew I had to.. Coz it's somehow my last chance.
And I could only feel his bones and the hard shuddering.
Perhaps this is a better way for him?
No more suffering in the hospital ward...
Can never hear your voice anymore.
Good Bye, Grandpa.