im in a desperate state of insomnia. (i think it is)
I think it started weeks ago. for why, i dunno. i wished i knew.
my usual bedtime would be ard 12...
ever since the first time i couldnt sleep well, it continued till now.
everytime i feel tired and try to sleep, im freaking awake. Mentally awake.
my body cant take it anymore. the pale-me is coming back.
but im so mentally hyper-active when i try to sleep, i can even write lyrics.

i need help.


so today i was supposed to eat seoul garden for lunch and marche for dinner.

well, both activities didnt happen.

i was so freaking tired and hungry in school that i went home. who the heck can wait in an air-conditioned room, when one is so deprived of sleep and hasn't taken a bite for the whole god damn day?

so i took a nap before gg out to meet b07 for marche.

well, i overslept. *BAHHHH~*

by the time i got there, they already finished their dinner. And, they weren't eating marche.

great. empty stomach.


which is why, i am so god damn freaking hungry right now.

and i need sleep.

coz im gg to donate blood early in the morning tmr! whooot~