at this very moment, i am soooooooooo so so so so so so so GOD DAMN PISSED!!!

initially i wanted to blog something jovial and light, but i came online and ppl have to spoil my mood. haiyaaaaaaaaaaa~~ so not often i can go online at early hours, and i have to... to.... to... BBBAAAAHHHH!!

one thing that i absolutely, definitely, thoroughly, totally, certainly, truly, completely, really, genuinely, utterly, undoubtedly and bloody DISLIKE, is having ppl 'put my pigeon' (fang wo ge zi).
you know what that means?

it means, ME, putting so so so so so so so much effort in organising sth, and ppl sound so enthusiastic and AGREED to attend the activity, THEN!!! they back out at the last minute. Never mind if they have things to do.. BUT DUN GIVE ME STUPID EXCUSES!!! i believe there are certain things that you definitely will know way beforehand. i really genuinely will appreciate it if you can just bother to check that timetable/schedule of yours before you give me your word.

grrrrrhhhhhhhhh~~

so you think i've never raised my voice before, never 'exploded' before, never sulked before, never told you, means i wont be pissed...?

grrrrrhhhhhhhh~~

WRONG! I AM SO PISSED! at least for now. im not talking to anyone.

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okay, lemme fume for the night. i'll be fine tmr.